yesterday...

*late for class
*email and phone call from financial office, somehow i owe them $900, since i got a scholarship
*breakdown #1 in my lab
*bitch about money/financial aid/life with prof
*emotional breakdown #2 in ta's office after asking for paper extension (which i can't get, since she's getting married on saturday...)
*breakdown #3 in lab, enter prof and grad students offering to make tea and cheer me up
*lots of class
*sorta-good-news-ish emails (job interview? chicago? 2 new jobs in the psych dept at madison? huh?!)
*mcnair graduation...crazy impromptu, unprepared, rambling speech thanking everyone that i saw in the room in no particular order. forgetting to thank lots of people and failing to acknowledge the fact that i have been in mcnair for 3.5 years and would not be where i am without it
*great news from the prof ($$!)
*strange eastern european movie (i have yet to watch an eastern european film that is not confusing and that doesnt have at least two scenes including bombing and explicit sex)
*write one of the worse papers i ever, on that novel that i've been "reading" all semester.

i dont feel like writing in sentences. big paper due tomorrow, starting it today. fun. no, not really.

yerba mate and free internet make me happy.