so my blog is pretty boring. i'm not a writer, and watching copy machines zaps what little cretivity i have.
anyway - i got the best email yesterday - ani is doing another show in chiacago! yay! so of course i broke down and bought tix through ticketmaster - ($94.36 for two $37.50 tickets - thats about $20 in fees). it's rediculous that they can charge that much. but oh well - i'm going to an ani show, and while it may suck because the show is on sunday night and i have class/copy machine watching early monday morning, i'm very, very happy. (sorry for the overuse of the dash - i love the dash.)
my birthday is on saturday, colette promised to make me a cake. a very chocolatey cake. i'm going to be 23 - i feel like i should be more grown up than i am. i have grown up a lot in the past five years, but i still feel like i should be more of an adult, with a plan for my life and a routine and all that - not this "la de da i'm taking next year off to......be a bum"/taking 3-hour naps in the middle of the day/haviung a crap job where i don't do anything but sit around. but hey - i'm enjoying it. and i dont think that i'd want to be 18 again - it's rough.
posted by J @ 3:36 p.m.
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I hate to breatk it to you, but I don't know if you're every going to feel like you're enough of an adult. I'm 32, married, with a house and I still feel like I'm not enough of an adult. I also still have those annoying dreams about having to go to a final for a class I signed up for but never attended.
Completely unsolicited advice - travel as much as you can. That's my big regret, that I didn't travel more before settling down. At some point, I hope we'll become unsettled (in a good way) and travel for several months on end. It would have been nice to do it when I was younger and more adventerous.
Ya know Jen, I think you're on the right path. You're always going to feel like you should be doing "more" or doing "this," instead of "that." It's apart of life! We all feel like that. I think it's great that you're taking a year off. You need to do for YOU! Everything doesn't have to be rushed. Don't worry what other people are doing next year. Focus on you. You'll never be a bum~~~So, don't say that!! You're going to do GREAT things, you already have! Have a GREAT birthday- you deserve it! <3 ya! :)
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